First of all, maybe I will ned a whole bible to this but...I'm sorry
all these years of constant bitching about literally everythin/nothing. Normally, you'll read that I'm crap, but no more...
It' been a while since I departed from this account, and I'm glad to anounce that this and LemonTeaRadio
accounts will be linked, meaning that I'M BACK
, BUT this will not be my main account, in this account you can watch all the WIP's and sketches that I'll be working, and then the final work will be displayed on my new account...also it will be helpful that if you actually watch me here, better go and keep an eye on my active account, because all my works are there.
Hope that you can actually pardon me for being a total douche...
But the story goes like this...
When I decided to leave this account, it was because the things related here, those things aren't me anymore...and since I've growth alot as an illustrator and as a cartoonist (nope, I don't do art, art is a powerful word) I decided to create a new account where actually I feel more miserable, also in tumblr...but, why do I feel so miserable?
It was because I live always in the shadow of other cartoonist/illustrators...I always compare my work with theyr works...and lets say that it wasn't ok to do that...Moreover, since I leave this account, I always demanded alot for me, I always pressure me alot to make my work as good as theyr works...and I was wrong.
When I was a little weaboo here on DA, about 12-15 years, I clearly remeber that my signature was "As an artist, I'm like a plant/flower...it's unique, and it need his very own time to fully blosoom", and I totally forget that, until a couple of weeks ago my mother told me that I must stop demanding to myself alot, my girlfriend told me that I have my very own style, my very own color palette, other people told me that I'm actually good in my very own way
, and that doesn't means that I'm useless, each one of us, all of us that actually have the courage to take a pencil and draw, we are good in our very own ways, because we have our very own muses, our very own inspirations, our very own STYLE
Once I totally understand that, I see trough my works...ALL OF THEM...and I have improved greatly, maybe not in aprofessional way, but hey, at least my work is great, alot of people tell me that I have talent, and those word helps me to keep going, helps me to keep improving, helps to decided to return HERE, where no one goes, where all began, the place where I have such good and bad memories...my origin.
So...hey, what's up?